Thursday, March 29, 2007




have i told u how much i love this movie..
i jus love the way LOVE is potrayed here. the things ppl wld or wldnt do for love. other than the very fact that the hottie takeshi acts in it, the storyline is superb.
i can watch it like a thousand times n fall in love with the show over n over again..no im not exaggerating...
all the songs in de show are like so so nice...quite true what they say Love is all about....
~Everyone wants to find out. who's the one love of their lives? More so melancholy, especially ard midnight. Eyes closed with heart unsettled. Becoz deep inside, u noe that was love. If that was really love, shd have stayed before you turned away. Even with pain, even with tears. Even with countless lonely nights. Love..why is it always clearer looking back? Even with pain, even with tears. The feelings remained after love was long gone. If that was really love. If I'd understood it when it happened. Wld my life be any different? Especially ard midnight. When I think about the future. Can I be at peace with the present, and ask myself what is love? If that was really love, shd have stayed before i turned away. Even with pain, even with tears. Even with countless lonely nights. Love...why is it always clearer looking back? Even with pain, even with tears. The feelings remained after love was long gone. Because such was love.~

Monday, March 26, 2007

n so ppl ask what's wit the emo entries..
hehz. nutink much. jus wan to shout it out loud..u noe..time without him is UNBEARABLE!
n so another wkend has come n gone. went jb on sat wit fam. which ended with supper wit nid n damai after dat. where else? simpang of coz. time spent with them can nvr be better. n so de secret was-'can i open my button? its too tight.' well, i hv dat secrets too sometimes. hee..
at last a full whole uninterrupted day spent wit darling on sun. TMNT was ok. nice. turtles are jus so sute arent they? hmm...wish my Ting Tong can b as strong as them! haha...mebbe one day i watch too much tv n den de radiation stuff gets to my Ting Tong n one morning i wake up to him training his fighting skills in de living rm! n Baby can b de Sinseh! haha. u noe...de trainer of the turtles! haha..ok..i noe it doesnt werk dat way. ok.
n so i got my Perhaps Love OST. BUT...its copy controlled!!! meaning i cant trf de song to de com or hp no matter how i try! urgh..frustrating..
n so i jus killed a bee dat entered into my rm. tho i was scared but seeing it flying ard in de rm is scarier...
oh..n ive got my phone! thanks many many to my Mr PePehPan! PuPahPin Loves you!
Love.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

What if one day, u wake up n tel me dat its over?
What if one day, u tel me dat its no longer me that u love?
What if one day, u distant yourself frm me?
What if one day, u start avoiding me?

What if one day, u stop saying ‘I love you’ to me?
What if one day, u realize that She’s better than me?
What if one day, u say ‘jus leave me alone’ to me?
What if one day, u start to keep secrets frm me?
What if one day, u stop coming home to me?

What if one day, u feel dat She’s the one?
What if one day, u stop noticing abt me?
What if one day, my name in ur hp becomes suhasrin?
Or worse, cant even b found in ur phonebk?

What if one day, ur heart no longer hv me in it?
What if one day, u start having late night supper with Her, leaving me waiting for u at home in vain?
What if one day, u start to complain abt every little things I do or din do?
What if one day, u say dat u hv to werk everyday but actually spending time wit Her?

What if one day, u no longer wan to eat my cooking?
What if one day, u no longer ask me ‘have you eaten my dear’?
What if one day, u no longer kiss me goodnight?
What if one day, u no longer hug me to slp?
What if one day, u no longer kiss n hug me before I leave for werk?

What if one day, u no longer wan to share your life with me?
What if one day, u no longer wan to share your happiness, joy, sorrow n whatnot wit me?
What if one day, I come home n find my stuff all packed, wit u asking me to leave?
What if one day, u tel me ‘im sorry. Its jus not working out anymore’?

What if one day, u no longer wipe my tears away for me?
What if one day, u no longer comfort me when im scared?
What if one day, I wake up n find u whispering sweet nothings to Her on de fone?

What if one day, all these were to come true?

Sunday, March 18, 2007

n so its sunday....again. how boring is dat. hmm
had an ok sat. catch up wit my bro n all.n so it was a happening sunday morning today. woke up to de hornings of the karang guni man...was pretty irritated coz i jus wanted to hv a gd slp! but i tot to myself...they are jus human like me who wants to make a living. so i breathe in n breathe out, let go of my anger n tried to get back to slp...hmm...failed to. so jus decided to get up...n finish up de chores i needed to do. but my dear dear dearest piggy was slping so soundly beside me. i guess even if de country was under attack he wld b soundly aslp stil..n once i got up, got a fone call...de fone read 'Alamak! Calling...' ok...dat name in my fone means its daddy calling. he doesnt call me for no rhyme or reason n so i ans. he wanted me to go home n pass him de house keys. my assumption--they either lost their keys while at the market or they forgot to bring their key out! ok...the latter was right! he locked themselves out. n so i told him i will take one hr to get there n he said that wld b fine.n so me de superwoman woke up my superman n off we rush to telok blangah all de way frm tamp. hee....i feel so filial coz my dad called my brothers but they din ans his call.....hee...aint i a lovable daughter? hmmmm...n so dat was my so called happening sunday morning. off to have our brkfast at coffee bean n found 3 strands of hair in one of our plate. eeeeeeeee....darling got it changed n no big fuss happened. they apologized n changed a brand new plate of brek-o-day for us! yay!now all alone at home. feeling bored n lonely. You over there at the handphone shop, pls behave urself at all times. Love.

Friday, March 9, 2007

I hate the way you talk to me,
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you walk out when we quarrel,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate it when you bite your nails,
And the way you scold me when you’re mad,
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
It even makes me cry.
I hate the way you think you’re always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you’re not around,
And the fact that you didn’t call.
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,
Not even a little bit,
Not even at all.