Wednesday, April 29, 2009

I DONT DESERVE THIS SHITTY TREATMENT FROM YOU!!!!!!!!!!
GOD!

gone were de days when sumone genuinely cared and take care of me on my (mensus) cramp days!

instead, wat i got was de usual ting:

grumble (for waiting with me at the clinic for too long)

n so Mr Doctor gave me 2 days MC.

n 4 types of medicine which:

doctor specified oni to eat when necessary!

n oni to eat the muscle relaxant first!

n oni to eat de cramps medicine if the muscle relaxant doesn't work!!!!

but no...de 'smart' one insist i eat all!

so i said: u duno wat de doc said. he said oni eat this one (muscle relaxant). cramp medicine oni eat if the mnuscle relaxant doesn't work.

in de end: he snatched everything away rudely. n walked out of de room!

wtFFFFFFFFFFF!

i bet u dun even noe how to read relaxant! wat more the meaning of it!

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!

i noe. no one's to blame. oni myself.

i need to get out!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, April 13, 2009

yes.

im wishing and hoping and thinking and praying...

Love.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

YOU PISS THE SH*T OUT OF ME!

how do the filipino maids and indian bangalas communicate to each other?

or mebbe love really do conquer all.

problem is: love is not around for me to conquer all the shits!

f*ck.

f*ck off.

f*ck off to a far far away land.

your language sucks n dun blame me for being deaf for not hearing your qns.

bloody sh*t!

argh!

im so not enjoying my this period of life.

its so not goin into any chapter of 'The Happiest Time of My Life'.
in most of my rships,

there's always sumone that i look forward to see wen i finish werk/school.

but now, i only look forward to going home to sleep.

not looking forward to seeing that sumone.

n yes. i do go home jus to sleep.

i always fall asleep by 9 on working days.

n weekends, im usually out with friends till late.

if not, will fall asleep by 11 at most.

Yay!

so i think ive got my ans to my previous post!

Love.

Friday, April 10, 2009

do i love him?

do i?

do i?

do i?

do i?

do i?

do i?

do i?

do i?

do i?

i dunno.

mebbe i dun wan to admit that i do.

mebbe i dun wan to admit that i dun.

but seriously...im always ready to jump ship.

hah. thats always the case for me.

always jumping into another ship once a new ship docks.

well. now the harbour is empty.


how can i b wit sumone that:

1) never encourages me in whatever i do. (even if wat i wanted to do is ridiculous)

2) discourages me in whatever i do.

3) talks to me rudely

4) is not willing to improve himself!

5) so self centred

6) talk big but do nothing to achieve it!

7) always thinks he's right and the whole world is wrong

8) and the list goes on.

I dun mind if u spell Esplanade as Es Per Nei.

but at least try to do it right the next time.

not just brush it off when im trying to teach u the correct way.


seriously, i need to do sumtink abt my life!

Love.