After watching Medical Touch on Fri,
i can say im officially scared.

What if..............?

If right now a ghost were to appear in front of me,
i wouldnt give a damn.
Coz ive got other fears to face now.

Love.

I
am
very
scared.

Either she found nothing at all.
Or.
She found something very serious.

One week.
Just one more week.

Love.

its about 2 months away.
and im already so stress planning it.

My concern:
1. For all to look pretty and handsome.
2. To have it somewhere i hv nvr been to.
3. Everyone to be comfortable and enjoy themselves and be happy!

And its impossible.
So...
I GIVE UP!
i dun wan to plan anymore.
I
GIVE
UP!

ppppfffffffftttttt!

Saddened.

Though I very much wish,
that you'd come around and wipe these tears away,
and tell me everything's alright now.

However, i'l just let these tears be my company for now.
To wash the pain away.

Im sorry for haven't being my best.

Love.

If i were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ear that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
and say you love me one more time.

Love.

Even heroes have the right to bleed
so why cant i,
a plain normal human being
just breakdown and cry?

And once done,
i'l get myself back up again.
Promise.

Love.

i understand ure edgy.
but can u pls dun vent it on me?
i understand u just want to be left alone.
But can u pls dun deny me that chance of wanting to make it all better for you?

Love.

You always thought that i was stronger.
I may have failed,
But i have loved you from the start.

Love.

Date #2:

i love seeing u in that tshirt u wore yesterday. :)
fireworks was simply breath taking.
i love hearty talks too.
yes, i get butterflies in the stomach still,
When you put your hand around my waist as we walk.
You dancing and being caught on the security camera was hilarious.
Thank you for the ice cream.
and "For goodness sake........." ;p


i want my Date #3 sooooooooooon...
Hugs.

Love.

just when im so excited to meet up with you girls,
it's cancelled yet again.

Love.

i didnt know how much i've missed you.
Until we met last night.
i didnt realise i missed you that much.
Since the last time we met.

i love our talks in the car.
i miss watching Upin n Ipin.
i want to watch Letters to Juliet.
and drink honey red tea with big pearls with you by my side.


Love.

And for the 3rd time...

of course im gonna say........

YES!!!!!

Can't wait for the 4th, 5th, 6th, 7th, 8th, 9th, 10th, 11th, 12th, 13th, 14th, 15th, 16th, 17th, 18th, 19th, 20th, 21st, 22nd, 23rd, 24th, 25th, 26th, 27th, 28th, 29th, 30th........................and on and on and on... :p

Love.