i dont know whats happening.
there are many things i swear you didnt tell me about.
but you always say you did.
i dont want to probe and ask further.
afraid that it might upset you.
but at the end of the day,
you still get mad at me the same.

i havent forgotten what i promised you.
that i will be stronger.
for us.
and stronger i will be.
but please dont penalize me now.
for i am crying so badly.
for the hurt that im feeling.

i know that night that we talked about this.
you told me i would be hurt time and time again.
because you dont have the time to entertain me like how other bf entertain their gf.
i know, i know.
but i stil chose to continue this journey together with you.
for that one simple reason; i love you.

no one said you cant be angry.
but pls do so for the right reasons.
and if i find that ive been misunderstood.
please dont deny me the chance to explain things to you.

i hate it when we quarrel.
i hate it even so when we quarrel for the wrong reasons.

why must couples fight and quarrel?
Why?
Why cant couples just live happily together?
without any quarrel at all?
Because quarreling with the one you love sucks.
It hurts so bad that it makes me wanna just stop everything im doing,
go to you, and hug you.

but then again, im the last person you wanna see when we quarrel.

to you, please feel better soon.
im sorry that i dont have the means to help you settle your problem.
im sorry that i make you feel like shit always.
im sorry that i tire you out, and drain all your energy.
awak, i love you.

Love.